Gotta untangle you from me
” I’m sorry” “I’m sorry” is all that he says and to me, that’s not good enough. It’s taking a long time but I need a break from everyone….the world. This is where I change my path in life and start over. good bye.
And I miss Krisna Nhul. :’(
I have always been a strong, cold hearted girl growing up because I knew nothing of love. To me, love was getting what I want when I’m mad. That was how I was brought up. I was brought up with strict rules and showing my emotions were never allowed. And seeing my parents endless arguments, I did not want to love because through them, I believed that love does not exist until he came along.
you make me wanna love you.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU MKAY.
He would never understand how i feel because he can never see it from my view. Enough crying, I gotta really move on.
This is the part where i break down, cry me a river, pick up the pieces of me that has fallen, gather everything and rebuild myself.
I think I might have loved you too much, cared too much, missed too much, expected too much and so on…..and its hitting me hard. I will pick up the pieces, just you watch.
“I like men that are more aggressive. I like them to be sure of themselves and know that you’re the man. I’m the lady and the only way for us to make this work is for us to play our roles, you know, I can’t really be the man for you, I don’t want to have to be.”-Rihanna
“…first become friends, and then to trust each other, and then to fall in love” -the lucky one
love has made me become foolish and selfish. :/
i really need a car to call my own.
Ill be better prepare next time, I promise.
the feeling of having everyone back fire all at once….is just great.
and in the end, im the one who got hurt. This is the end of our chapter, no more turning back.
It’s not that I’m not playing fair, truth is I’m scared. Not scared of the pain or how I will feel after, but the fear of you leaving me since I decided to let my armor down. What I fear the most is you not knowing what you want.
why cant love be simple? :(
going with the flow, thats what it is
Finally, he misses me. :)
He’s the only thing I got left. <3